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I've done something completely unforgivable. I am so sorry, Vincent. I love you so much; I never want to leave you, I never want to loose you.

I will make sure you'll trust me again.



I'm so sorry.

Current Mood: tiredtired

Everything sucks.


LVL 70.



That's all.




Current Mood: tiredtired

I feel like crap, I've been bitchy all day without reason (no pms, my period just ended D:) and I just feel like I wanna rip someone's head out..

But then I come home. And log into msn. And wait. And there she is, the most beautiful girl in the world who can make me smile just by messaging me.<3

It makes things much better, despite all the crap in my life. Making me feel like I can actually get through this. I have a purpose now, a goal, get it?

Like I've said before, I'm not big on writing, so now I'm going to wash this ridiculous facial mask off my face. :3

Current Mood: amusedamused

So, I was bored, and I did this meme thing I saw in Vincent's journal. :3

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

Band: Stearic acid
Album: British West Indies dollar

Track List:
1. 1980 Pittsburgh Pirates season
2. Waiau River, Canterbury
3. Calcium phosphate
4. Dahlem-Dorf (Berlin U-Bahn)
5. Westendorp v. The Queen
6. ICD-10 Chapter XVI: Certain conditions originating in the perinatal period
7. Heinrich Wilhelm Matthäus Olbers
8. Peters's Myotis
9. Thripophaga
10. Christopher Sandford
11. Singular cardinal hypothesis
12. Ethylester biodiesel
13. Aerosonde
14. Eighteenth Amendment
15. Southern Hyliota

Current Mood: blahblah

My entries in bloggs and journals often include something about how I never post. But I'm going to refrain from tha-- Oh, darn. Too late.

I'm not good writing down thoughts. I really never have been. For me it's hard to put down in writing what I think and want to say so a journal is not something I use often.

Imagine going through school without the ability to write good but have it all in your head perfectly?

Yes. It sucks.

Then again, I always drew on the lessons.
What do you use a journal for anyway? I mean, basically it's just a nicer, less childish word for diary, so am I supposed to tell ''Oh, today I bla bla bla''? Nah. I assume most use it like that. But also to put down their ponderings.
I don't ponder much. I'm too lazy? I don't want to care too much about things and such and other people and even if that makes me egoistic, selfish so to say, so be it.

See. Now I'm just rambling.
I like spaces.
In writing, that is. The enter key is my friend. 

I've had lots of problem with my creativity. I feel like I have to have a school to go to to get any motivation at all. And it's hard to get the urge to create with little space too, thus school is perfect. 
I'm actually thinking about studying. I had a conversation a few days ago about what I want to do and how I couldn't
and wouldn't cause school costs money and I do not want to take loans. I've been thinking a lot about that now. I feel squeamish though about the loan-taking. =/

And more about art; I only seem to be able to do fanart lately. It just pops up easily from my hand onto openCanvas 
and my own characters gets thrown aside for this. A big part is because I roleplay them a lot. And they're wonderful characters too.. 

Then again, all my shit is so boring and uncreative. Stupid sketches slapped on with crappy pastel colouring. =/

Still rambling, I see.

Well. If anyone reads this, I'm sorry for my spewing. That's all I can seem to write. 

Though I have a few good things to say!
Holly might hopefully be able to come next year by easter or something!
Vincent can cheer me up so easily and will probably kill me someday with cuteness. But it'll be worth it.
I'm also getting just a bit better with handling people AND the five day-course I'm attending is really interesting and fulfilling.

Oh. By the way, Vexen.

I can see your panties through that dress.

Current Mood: contentcontent


I never post here. xD

Nobody reads this anyway. xD
These last weeks it's been very busy.
And I've been sick.
I got my wig.
I'm waiting for my coat which hopefully is here before next Friday or I'm screwed. D:
And on Saturday/Sunday I'm going to a con, woho. <_<
I'm not very good at this. It's not really interesting to read which is why nobody does anyway.
So...um..I have a headache and my neck hurts. And it's always cold in my apartment.


I'm bored with this now.


Current Mood: coldcold

Well. Sorta.
I don't write in journals much..And livejournal confuses me. Plus I'm too lazy to learn.
So...what has happened since I posted those lame icons?
Well. I burnt myself on the arm.
I got back my mp3 player, only I got a new one instead of the old fixed. Wowie, isn't this interesting?
I'm going back to 'work' on Monday, oh for the love of the Planet, I dun wanna! ;_;
I have to get a present and go to my friend's baby girl's baptism-thing. I feel sooo old.
My's going away. Again. And she just came back from France too.. She's going off to school. I'll be lonely again. D:
I could go on and on about how my life sucks and be all emo but I dun wanna. Cause. I'm lazy. And it's lame.
Vincent (not me = confusing) intrigues me. o.0
BUT WHY IS EVERYONE TALLER THAN ME!? I... I feel my manliness like, drooping..

Perhaps I should get wedged shoes..?
Wait wait. That's not manly at aaall.

Now I'm just rambling stupidly. Cause I'm bored. And really tired.

I'm going to bed.
Ciao. o_o

Current Mood: tiredtired

SO. Yeah. I made a new LJ. @ 3@;;

Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
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